Friday, March 25, 2005
If we knew Ms. Schiavo's wishes, would it make a difference? If we knew for sure that she would want to die, would there still be all this protest? There should be....because the same issues are at hand. The only difference would be that we would know, without a doubt, what the individual wants.
I have a living will. And I do not want an extraordinary measures taken on my behalf. If I cannot survive without the help of machines, then let me go. And if I am brain-damaged or no longer conscious with no hope of coming back, I want to go. I wouldn't be myself anymore. And if my personhood is gone, I don't want to continue. There would be no point. It is so hard to let loved ones go. To make that decision to quit hanging on. I think sometimes we cling to loved ones who are already basically gone for our own reasons. Because then we truly have to face our grief. But is that really helping them? Gary has said to me that he wouldn't want to turn off my life support. This is why I have clearly stated in my will what I want. So that he won't have to make those decisions.
This Schiavo case is so sad. I think about her starving to death and I think about how awful that must be for her and for her family. But I wonder if she would really want to continue on in the state that she is in. Is she still Terri Schiavo? Or just the shell she left behind? I wonder.
In any event, I wish peace for Terri Schiavo and her family.
Thursday, March 24, 2005
"I believe that the greatest trick of the devil is not to get us into some sort of evil but rather have us wasting time. This is why the devil tries so hard to get Christians to be religious. If he can sink a man's mind into habit, he will prevent his heart from engaging with God."
I like this quote because it reminds me how easy it is to fall into a rut with faith and simply go through the motions without really thinking about it or truly connecting.
At one point in the book, Miller talks about protesting an appearance by Bush. Then he says:
"More than my questions about the efficacy of social action were my questions about my own motives. Do I want social justice for the oppressed or do I just want to be known as a socially active person? I spend 95 percent of my time thinking about myself anyway. I don't have to watch the evening news to see that the world is bad, I only have to look at myself. I am not browbeating myself here; I am only saying that true change, true life-giving, God-honoring change would have to start with the individual. I was the very problem I had been protesting. I wanted to make a sign that read "I AM THE PROBLEM!"
I really like this because I consider myself a socially active person but sometimes I need to look within to make real change. And that's what I'm trying to do now.
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
Yes, I am burnt out. Yes, I am frustrated and tired. But the fact is, I cannot afford to quit my job right now. All I can do is try and hang on until I move to California in January. I hope I can make it because things just keep getting worse.
What is so frustrating about all of this is that I am absolutely sensitive to the Schiavo family about trying to keep her alive. However...I do not believe this is something that Congress should be involved in. The Republicans, as usual, are trying to polarize everyone around religion. The first colonists came to the United States looking for religious freedom. We have always been lucky to be a country that welcomes everyone and offers everyone freedom to be who they are. This is why the separation of church and state is so important. Politicians have a responsibility to make decisions based on the laws of this country...not their own personal views. I am a Christian and my choice would be to allow Mrs. Schiavo to live since we are not sure of her wishes. But this is not something that should be discussed within Congress. This is a decision for a judge to make. If the Republicans would stop trying to be the MORAL MAJORITY and start acting like Americans, we wouldn't have as much divisiveness in this country. I have more respect for politicians who keep their religious view private rather than using them as a political tool.
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
I've been watching the tv series "Millenium" lately which I love but it can be fairly violent and depressing. Every episode is about a different serial killer/apocalyptic events. The series takes place in the late nineties with the premise that the end of the world will be coming with the millenium and because the millenium is near, mor evil events are occurring. I can only watch so many of these episodes in a row because they can give me nightmares after awhile. That's why it's good to have a palate cleanser like "Seducing Dr. Lewis" to renew my faith in humanity.
Monday, March 14, 2005
Friday, March 11, 2005
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Thursday, March 10, 2005
Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about how difficult it can be to be a political liberal and a Christian. People typically place liberalism and Christianity on opposite sides of a battle. And it can be very frustrating for me. I hate being ganged up on and I get from both "Christians" and atheists. It makes me so angry. But, as I have said before, the only person I need to prove anything to is God.
So, I've been searching for books by people like me. I just went out and bought Ann Lamott's two books on faith and I have been recommened "Blue Like Jazz" which I will also try. And Garrison Keillor's "Homegrown Democrat." (he's a liberal AND a Lutheran!) I need a little spiritual boost and knowing that there are others out there like me will probably help.